last night i received call from my uncle...
i was shocked by the news...
my mom already warded again...
after 1 week then i know...
and now my mom's condition are bad...
this eve, i received another call...
my uncle said my mom already in ICU...!!!!
need to go back to Penang tomorrow...
i don't know what to think right now....
still searching for new job vacancy and now...
my head feels like wanna blow...
too much pain inside of my head right now...
so, please pray for my mom...
hope she will be ok soon...
i am bored with my life already...
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Friday, May 15, 2009
PRESSURE....!!!!!!!
i just don't know what to say....
but this month really hurts me....
i am really getting pressured by my life...
firstly, last week i go back to Penang....
not for fun or hangout....
my mom having a surgery....
removing her cancer....
so, i need to take care of her all the time....
but it is ok la....we only got 1 mom right...
but i don't have time for myself to enjoy....
cuti tapi tak macam cuti....
secondly, after coming back from holidays....
i heard the news that i will be permenantly work night shift....
crazy or what????
i can't go out with my friend...
can't do things that people usually do...
what is the meaning of my life like that???
so, immediate action needed....
i will resign next month....
already submit the letter to my manager...
so i need to find any job right now....
my family keep pushing me to go back to my hometown...
but i refuse...i still want to make friends as much as i can...
so, i think i will be staying in Malacca...
until when??? i also don't know....
lastly, my best friend wedding will be held end of this month...
until now i can't think what gift should i gave him....
he is my friend from childhood until now....
i think from the age 3, we already be friend....
now he's going to married someone he love the most....
hopefully they will be happy forever....
back to the gift....what should i give????
if got any ideas, please help me....
budget is around RM300.00 please....
so, this MAY 2009 are just not right for me....
i am really3 pressured with my life....
thanks to all my friends, i can still stand up...
if not, i don't think that i can live right now....
hope i can have happy moment sooner or later...hope so...
really meant it....i feel pain inside.......
but this month really hurts me....
i am really getting pressured by my life...
firstly, last week i go back to Penang....
not for fun or hangout....
my mom having a surgery....
removing her cancer....
so, i need to take care of her all the time....
but it is ok la....we only got 1 mom right...
but i don't have time for myself to enjoy....
cuti tapi tak macam cuti....
secondly, after coming back from holidays....
i heard the news that i will be permenantly work night shift....
crazy or what????
i can't go out with my friend...
can't do things that people usually do...
what is the meaning of my life like that???
so, immediate action needed....
i will resign next month....
already submit the letter to my manager...
so i need to find any job right now....
my family keep pushing me to go back to my hometown...
but i refuse...i still want to make friends as much as i can...
so, i think i will be staying in Malacca...
until when??? i also don't know....
lastly, my best friend wedding will be held end of this month...
until now i can't think what gift should i gave him....
he is my friend from childhood until now....
i think from the age 3, we already be friend....
now he's going to married someone he love the most....
hopefully they will be happy forever....
back to the gift....what should i give????
if got any ideas, please help me....
budget is around RM300.00 please....
so, this MAY 2009 are just not right for me....
i am really3 pressured with my life....
thanks to all my friends, i can still stand up...
if not, i don't think that i can live right now....
hope i can have happy moment sooner or later...hope so...
really meant it....i feel pain inside.......
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